This will be quick since I'm really sleepy and I just want to update my blog with something that isn't as negative as my last post lol. And it's been only a few days I think, but it feels like a month has already passed because a lot of things happened and today was the first day that I actually got to RELAX.
I know I've been really moody in the past posts, but I think everything has gotten a bit better since I haven't seen or talked to any shitheads lately. I can't remember what I did in the last week, but it has been busy. I remember that I was left behind to go to Six Flags and I missed out on a ton.... Especially when everyone told me that I could've been REALLY GOOD friends with D2 after..... My sisters now have a much better impression of him now that they know him - figures... I'm true to my word when I said that I don't have interest in him anymore, but I am still curious of how he is like. And because I missed out on meeting new people and just getting to know his true personality, it does bother me.
Then I know that James and Angela slept over our house the same day they went to Six Flags and that was fun because they told me a lot about D2 and the different scenarios I could've been in with him and his girlfriend lol. And I found out that he is going to Boston University (FUCKING JEALOUS) but that's funny because I plan to go there a lot when the school year comes around ;) So who knows?
Then I know that we all went to church together. They had no fun because they felt awkward with our church people - which is understandable since I don't really enjoy my church that much and that day everyone was just being a poo. And one of the girls from the 4th of July thing showed COMPLETE DISRESPECT to James which obviously pissed me and James off since he didn't do anything so damaging to deserve that, but I told him that we're better than her since we didn't say anything back to make ourselves become better than her. We just let her soak in her own wants and needs. But other than James and Angela complaining about how boring our church was compared to theirs (well DUH you don't know anyone, that's how my sisters felt when they visited their church but it's okay since they're still young and they didn't bother us too much about it) but I thought it was actually the first time that I enjoyed going to church in a long time. For the first time in a long time, I talked to other people in my church other than the girls (I avoid them now since they're shitheads anyway lol) and it was fun. There's this one guy who's actually Christina's age, but I like him a lot as a friend. And he always bugs me about me buying Dunkin' Donuts for him since I'm the nuna. He and this other guy - he's got swag lolol - were both talking to each other and for once I went up to them to bother them and we talked quite a bit. Then the guy wanted to go and get drinks and the deal was he'd take me if I bought him something haha. The three of us drove together and I bought them drinks - they were really nice about it since they bought the cheapest thing - they didn't want me to spend a lot on them unlike some shitheads cuz we're all chill. And I bought one large coolata for my sisters and James and Angela to share, but one of the shitheads kinda misunderstood and drank some for herself -____-
Other than that, that was a good day as we also watched the last of the Harry Potter series. And THANK GOD it's over because the series suck. Only the third movie was good. I haven't even seen the last 2. And the movie was bad. The ending was worse. Ron is fat now. That's all that I could really remember. But it was fun just being together.
And today I just feel super accomplished - not that I did anything amazing. But since I stayed home ALL DAY with no bad things happening, I just feel good. I woke up feeling good. Ate a decent amount of food that didn't make me feel fat at all. Watched a bunch of stuff online. And drew some stuff. I haven't drawn in SO LONG and when I started to draw, I felt really happy and proud of what I drew. It came out pretty good for someone who hasn't drawn since... I don't even know. I love it when I fill up the entire paper with similar drawings and I was doing that today. Well, I didn't fill up the entire page, but I will soon. And hopefully I'll gain enough skill to draw clothes again. I really want to draw 2NE1 style soon! WITH THEIR FACES!
Anyway. I just feel good today. Hopefully I'll feel this good for a while, at least until my birthday... which is coming up real soon!