As of now, D2 still goes to their church. And James has been making an effort to get to know him. Too much effort. Both James and Angela still laugh at my interest in him because for one thing, he is way too good looking for someone ugly like me... Two, he's a fob, although James tells me that he's been more open and speaks more English now. And three, D2 wears these types of earrings that G Dragon also wears. I think it's stylish but they think it's funny looking.
James brags in my face that he's now pretty good friends with D2 and even has his number and always goes like "Oh I can call him up right now and you can talk to him!" or "Hey, I'm good friends with him, do you want me to talk about you with him, huh, HUH?"
And today, he sent me a surprise video truly showing his efforts of trying to make me feel jealous or anxious or something.
IT WAS D2!!! And he looks into the camera and softly says....
"i love you...."
and then speaks up and says...
"I love you"
AGAIN! WTF!!!! And D2 was good looking as usual in the video... *sigh*
Apparently James went up to D2 during church and randomly made D2 say those 3 words while he was recording. D2 was curious as to why - you could see his confused face in the video haha - but James THANKFULLY didn't tell him why. I was video chatting with James and Angela while I watched the video they sent me and they laughed at my reaction, which was screaming and laughing like a fan girl.
But this kinda hurt watching the video... I know that him liking me is probably impossible, at this stage of my physical appearance at least. And seriously, what kind of love story is like this? If one person is being sneaky about liking someone and her friends are always giving her secret updates and videos and pictures about the guy, how awkward would it be for the guy to actually like her back? I mean, to me at least, I've NEVER heard of a dating story start out like that. NEVER. You only see that happen in really girly anime or drama. Some nerdy girl that stalks some hot guy that every other girl likes all of a sudden does something stupid that grabs the guys attention and then he starts having an interest in the girl and then the girl gets all nervous because he doesn't know that she stalks him and runs away. Then the guy chases after her blah blah blah blah.... NEVER HAPPENS IN REAL LIFE.
So if this kind of stuff goes on, it's just impossible for me to actually get to know him in a dating way... Getting this video was just too much...
But at the same time I was happy. He is good looking! I got a real good laugh about it and so did my sisters. I also got some silly, but amusing poems that were inspired by the video "to me".
u no u need him
so make him urs
he's cool and sweet
just like smores
he <3s u
he said it twice
so eat those smores
but also with rice - Angela
I love you... I love you
what more can he say?
He'll tell you that
Every single day
so go have some s'mores with him
You know you want to
and tell him you love him
Just don't make a poo - Jeero
his hair is cool
but u havn't seen his body
so take him to a pool
and c if he's a hottie
he might hav abs
u never know
or it could b flab
then, there would b no model show - Angela
maybe if u see him
It'll be love at first sight
the lights would be dim
and you'd make love tonight
and you'd have a famiry
and your love will be shown
And not #foreveralone ♥ - Jeero
But then again, you never know~ wtf here comes my hopeless daydreaming....
We will see! James and Angela ARE taking us to Six Flags with their church and James is so willingly going to introduce me to D2 as if we have never met - even though we have but I bet he doesn't remember me. D2 is definitely going and James is definitely hanging out with him and their friends since they are close now. That's coming up in a few weeks so hopefully..... things will go well! *sigh i do want a boyfriend..... not going to happen with him hahahaha*
And this surprise has actually gotten me to feel MORE MOTIVATED to lose weight and fix my skin problem as soon as possible!!
So I actually used a mask today to feel all clean and happy :)
I actually got this Aloe mask from Missha as a gift from a Korean girl that lived next door in the same dorm as me. She was a graduating senior and was leaving back to Korea, but she was so kind and gave me three of these to help me with my skin and as a thank you gift for getting to know each other- fellow Koreans. Being Korean is sooooo good!
I'm ready for extreme workouts and dieting and green tea to get to 115 lbs!!! Seriously... if you're thinner, you just look good in any kind of clothing for some odd reason. I can wait to wear that tank dress that my cousin Alex Kim from California bought me from Urban Outfitters! It's shaped so that the middle is a bit wider than the rest of the tank to make you look skinnier. But I won't have any ugly arm fat or armpit fat that I'd have to hide so I can pull off that outfit! I hang it on my lamp so that I can see it to remind me of the awesome clothes I'd be able to wear hur hur. You can also see my new bag thing with the cute cherries :)
Anyway, the video made my day. Lots of good things came out of it! (and six flags is not too far off)